To many thoughts

I need to start updating this on like a bi-daily basis because to much goes through my head to actually post in a blog once a day. But anyway I have made a few friends that I have been talking to online. They seem really nice, and help me take my mind off of all the drama that everyone else seems to be going though. What stinks is not all the drama that they go through, but that I really can't help them with any of the problems that they are going though. It's to the point that I don't have any of the answers.
I am actually starting to feel like a l'Cie (Yes I know I am a nerd, it is a type of person on Final Fantasy XIII) who doesn't know his focus and so doesn't know of the right path to take, or what to do. But how is that different from how I felt a few years ago. But anyways, hopefully tomorrow I will start walking around Terrell because I am starting to spend to much time playing Final Fantasy XIII as you can see by reading above. It is such an addicting game though. I just got to the part where it is all free roam instead of just following the waypoints and hearing the storyline. I also need to catch up on Dr. Who and start Glee from the beginning so I can catch up on it. I am so far behind.

The reality of dreams

It is a few days into the third week of summer, so far I have been to my uncles to help clean some more but I got to say my favorite part so far was going to Commerce last Wednesday with Amy. She had to pack up to move out of her apartment, and since she lives in Kemp, She has to drive right through Terrell to get to Commerce. My friend Joseph who lives in Commerce offered to let me stay at his house that night as long as Amy could pick me up, so I got to see some friends that I have been missing all summer. We went swimming and watched Lost on Wednesday night, which was a lot of fun. Joseph and I didn't get to sleep till around 3 Thursday morning.

Andrew and Nathan woke me up though, cause Andrew had to go to work and Nathan decided to play a little Dragon Age before he went off to do what he normally does during the day. (shush just so everyone knows he is secretly a ninja, don't let anyone know I told you). But anyway, after they both left I was bored so while I was waiting for Joseph to get up so we could go ride bikes, I started my file on FFXIII (Final Fantasy 13 for all those who doesn't know what FFXIII stands for).

Joseph woke up finally and we left, not even five minutes of riding, Joseph wiped out, which was funny (even he was laughing) so we turned back so he could take some medicine then we rode for about two miles, till we went to go swim at the rec and play some basketball with Bryan and Jeremiah. I actually won one of the games we played which was called two bounce. Then we played a game of two on two, which i found out I am very good at Three pointers. (I know hard to believe huh)

But finally in the end I had to leave Commerce that night with Amy cause she wanted to get home, but I had fun so I can't complain. Hopefully I will get to go back and hang out again soon. But since I have been home I have been trying to catch up on FFXIII cause it is such a great game, that I just got on the third disk, but I looked up online, and I just got halfway through the game, so I still got about 20 or 30 hours of constant gaming to go to beat it. :) well I will get on again hopefully tomorrow, I plan on making this a daily thing, it just doesn't cross my mind at times.